Life

I wanna go back to study but the money issues is stopping me and I'm rlly lazy to research as well or rather I'm so afraid of making the wrong decisions. Like spending money and studying the wrong things. I'm so scare of failing with my current English standard like I can't understand what's the lecture is all about.

Been meeting Jojo quite frequently and last Saturday she brought out her instax. Our first Polaroids tgt.

And gifts from Turkish Airline. So proud of myself that I made the reservations my self chase payment myself and now I have gifts for myself. Thanks to the not so helpful people. Yay.

On a side note: I rlly wanna to go bkk agn this time round with amd. I'm gonna try my very best to persuade my parents plus sisters.

Cruelty in the working world

I always thought that Wah this colleague is rlly nice towards me etc. but I realized they say things behind my back well I also heard them talking bad about some other colleagues as well.

So I have decided to be fake as well.

And I'm soooo proud of myself. Yesterday was a rlly suay day for me. Making countless mistakes and the fucking DM has to pick on me non-stop, sales manager as well.

Was at the verge of crying and usually I will rlly cry out. But yesterday I thought to myself, no I'm not gonna show people my weak side and no they are not worth my tears and no I'm not gonna get angry with such people. And so I managed to stop myself from crying. It's like I'm finally braver and tougher.

Childish

Omgg I swear I'm addicted to play nation alr luh!! All the games is damm nicee. And it's pretty worth it leh. Like 4hrs for $12.50++. I realized I'm damm childish because I enjoy such games a lot. I have like so many arcade cards.

My money is spent on bowling,arcade and now playnation.

I need to grow up.

BKK

A super late post about my trip to bkk with the fam!!

So did so very last minute research of where we wanna go. I'm a lousy planner I must say due to last min preparation.

So my main purpose of going bkk is massive shopping so I have to say I bought a lot of loots but still not stoa ford with the amount I bought.

First stop was Chinatown, nothing much luh just those rlly cute plush toys. And had some street food where the after effect was vomiting.

So we went to the few major shopping areas like Mbk where there's Naraya the bags there is omgg super affordable. But regretted not buying more.

We went to Platinum mall which we thought that would be the place where I will get to spend a lot but NO. The clothes was kinda expensive. But I still love the set of clothes I bought its rlly unique design which I never thought I would actually buy smth like that.

Siam Square- all my fav style of clothes. Didn't buy a lot because I thought I need to save some for other shopping. Another regret.

Pratunam market was so so but don't rlly feel safe over there.

And we went to Chatukcha market, the jeans there was omgg cheap I mean the shorts luh. Like those in bugis village they are selling at $12, over there it cost only $4sgd. So I bought about 10 shorts in total.

And cheap shoes omggg, the moustache shoes that is sold at twenty over dollars in Singapore but its only S$6. Rlly affordable right?!

And of course some sightseeing, we went to a temple and then floating market where the admission tix is S$40. But worth it for an experience. Like its rlly cool to sit down on a boat and you get to shop along the way right.

Tried tuk tuk and I must say I will only take once for experience caused its rlly hot and stuffy and I don't feel safe at all.

Lastly my accommodation at Spmerset Lakepoint. It's pretty good I love this place. It's ten mins walk to the bts(mrt).

So I must say I will visit Bangkok again. The only hiccups for the trip is my high fever that lasted for two days.

PARKROYAL on Pickering

Had our 3days2nights stay at Pickering. It's a stimulation stay for the staff since the hotel is not yet open for business. It's a try for all the newly team to get themselves ready for the real game soon.

The dinner and breakfast buffet spread wasn't a lot and I was made to wait for some time because there wasn't any seats available. Well it's the first time I've encountered such problem, so I wrote my feedback hopefully they will improve on this.

The rooms were really nice despite being the most basic category. I love the Deluxe rooms, it comes with bathtubs. Omggg. Damm nice luh.

And we went to xinxin 21st birthday party with Ruby. Thanks xinxin for the invitation and hopefully she will love the presents that we've got for her. It was a little awkward with all the HTML-ers as well. You know the I don't know you and I'm now standing in the middle taking photos with xinxin. Okay luh but it was still fun~~

After the check out, met up with Jojo. Heard a shocking news from her. Something which she has not tell anyone yet except Isabelle and me. Hope she will be strong. And we didn't make it for the warehouse sales because Jojo fainted. She couldn't withstand the stuffy environment. I must say I was in shocked I didn't know what to do. When I help her to the stairs I thought she was fine already but then she black out again and just fell on the floor. Didn't had enough strength to help her out so I kept calling her name to ensure that she was still conscious. Had to run around and buy her something to drink but dammit used up all my coins yesterday so I had to go back to the warehouse sales and ask people for cash. I'm rlly grateful to the two girls who gave me the coins.

But I'm sure after today's incident, it has made us closer.

MYS

So I read about the news regarding MYS that is Mdm Yap Shelter. A shelter for many furry friends. A shelter where I once volunteer for, a shelter where I still wants to return to see my furry friends.

Tears just rolled now when I learnt that the owner is closing down the shelter due to insufficient funds. I've never had an good impression of the owner, that's the reason why I had started helping there because of her irresponsibility. But also thanks to her that I met all different kind of furry friends which I will never get to meet the same kind again.

As I'm typing, I'm holding on to my tears. Many people won't be able to understand how I feel. Because you never know how this little friends led their lives before. The innocent lives brought to earth by the selfish bastards who breed them.

Whenever I thought of the how these little friends got bonded with me just make me feel sad and guilty. I've only volunteered for a short period of time there, but yes, I did went back but the owner refused to let me in. All I could do was peeped them through the far fences to let them know I'm here. The dogs are now relocated to other shelter while some future are still uncertain, the fierce and unagressive ones have a bleak future.

I will never forget Godfather, the fierce and aggressive dog where none dare to go near. Being the first to enter the cage and cleaning the place for him. Having him to remember who I am even after I go back after quite sometime.

Pearl and Duke the cute and shy pair of siblings who only play with us. Bongo the injured dog whom I tended his wounds. Scrappy the always trying to gongxi gongxi dog. Skittles, Juno, Sharky etc. all the really adorable yet brave buddies.

They taught me valuable lessons. Though they led a terrible life before, but they were strong enough to hang on. They still believe in us humans after what we did to them. Thank you buddies. I believed things will definitely get better for you. Till we meet again.

I shall find ways to visit my buddies separately. And I really sorry for posting something so sad for my first post for 2013!

HAPPY 2013

Yay people, I countdown at Marina Bay spending 28 bucks on it. But wo cares that's my first time attending such event. It was erm okay. I was literally crazy screaming and dancing along while sissy and giant watched me go crazy.
I love the atmosphere of counting down with many people and fireworks appearing right in front of my eyes. Like I don't have to squeezed my way through.

And the aftermath, a terrible sore throat and non stop coughing.

My 2013 resolution: to apply for part time study, to find a better paying job(considering), and everyone around me be happyyyyyyy.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODYYYY! Lets learnt our lessons from 2012, move on and make 2013 a awesomeeeee year.

Be happy, stay healthy.
Don't bear any grudges and don't gossip.
Look forward to new challenges and be rewarded with exciting outcomes.
Be yourself and find the awesome you.
Stay positiveeeee and throw all unnecessary unhappiness from 2012 behind because 2013 is here and we have to be happy every single day. Cherish themmmm. <3 p="p">
To all ants, lizards,cockroaches,spiders,insects, etc (if there's any of them) in my house, it's a brand new year a brand new start so please start moving out my house and find another place to live. I can recommend you my neighbour's place. Hahahaha. ^_^

Fragile

Mc on Thursday because of an eye infection caused by my contact lens. And now no more contact lens till my eyes recovered. And after that I had fever, cough and sore throat all had family reunion.
And me still went to Sentosa on Friday thinking that my fever had subsided but who knows after three hours of outdoors my fever came back and I had to go homeeee just after getting cheap deals from cotton on. And so my fri,sat and sun were all spend on my bed. And I lost two kg which I had alr gained back. Wtf is this manzxxxx.

Xmas Party

The office had an Xmas party organised. I loveeee it. Because I start work on the dot and end work in advance. Hahaha. That's the joy of parties. Food was so so, party atmosphere was okay but I really love presents.

This year broke the record of presents I received for Xmas. Really thankful for colleagues who fork out extra to buy for everyone in the office when we initially only had to be one colleague secret Santa. Hehehe. Mine was a super easy task, a colleague wrote: you can buy me anything and I will like it. Woah, but ya it's also somewhat difficult because I couldn't figured out what to buy. Like there's no specific item for me to look for. In the end I settled for the most common Xmas gifts. Hahaha. Towel sets and Xmas figurines.

On Xmas eve, we don't have halfday but we managed to bargain for work ending at 4pm. Three hours earlier from my usual knock off time. And yay went to Fullerton Hotel where the sissy booked a room there. The view was rlly nice overlooking mbs, flyer, etc. All the important tourist landmarks are right infront of the room. But sissy was not satisfied with the room size, the balcony was disappointing as well. It's not a personal balcony. Anyone staying along that corridor may just suddenly walk past your room. So there's not much privacy but anyways no one rlly open and walk in the balcony except us.

This pretty sums up my Xmas for 2012! Photos will be posted soon, hopefully.

P.s:I love how jo and I always have impromptu meet ups. :)

Pan Pacific Orchard

So it's finally a stay at PPSGO! Was given a upgrade but I can't remember the room category. The plus point abt PPSGO is that all rooms are equipped with coffee machine, the Nespresso. Though I'm not a caffeine lover but I though that was rlly good.

And their bathtub a little different from the rest is that it is sunken. Not like the usual hotel bathtub where we have to like have long legs to step OVER it. We just have to step into the bathtub. If you get what I mean. Hahaha.

After staying in fabulous Pan Pac Singapore. PPSGO seems boring. Okay but still classy. Location wise is great after you figure out the shortcut. As giant has smth on in the evening so I shopped around town on my own for the first time in my life. Went to mango, cotton on, sephora, I loveeeeee sales manzx. It's like there's so many affordable stuffs out there. Hahaha.
And the breakfast was great, I rlly like it manzx. The pancakes, the pastries, the fried rice, the double egg yoke sunny side up, chicken porridge, etc. was nice. Stuffed myself with a heavy breakfast.

So that was my last time for 2012! There's another last stay, awwww :((( for Pickering and that's the end of my hotel stay journey.

Mistake

Okay so I made some sort of serious mistake at work! Ya it's my fault, and I wouldn't deny it either.
It's all due to my gei kiang-ness.
Picked up a phone call and I already asked my manager for the answer but I did not tell the caller the correct information. So when guest checked in, a huge problem occurred.
Guest demanded to meet me, the dms and everyone bombed my manager phone as he was on leave.
I felt really bad to trouble so many people just because of my careless mistake.

I'm thankful everything has been solved and my manager didn't reprimand me. Yes, I wrote a apology note and left it on his desk. I drew hearts and paste it on his desk as well.

Things seems to get a tad better without one colleague. It seems that the evil aura has somehow reduced to a normal office politics feel. Like I'm no longer outcast to the extreme, though at times they still forget about my existence.

But I don't care as long as I go to work and end work as a happy me. I'm fine. I can talk nonsense to my colleagues and laugh like I'm really happy. But we'll, in the cruel working world, who doesn't put on his/her mask!

Overspent overspent

Omgg my pay just came in on the 27th. Before December arrive, I've already overspent. Had my contact lens and specs done which caused me nearly 300$ omgg. But well, I can't wait to collect them. And my dogs grooming plus food will all be cramp into Dec which means I'm super broke.

I need to save up because during Feb, sissy and I will be treating the parents for BBK trip. I would need to pay for the accommodation as well as my air fare. Ever since I came back from the tw trip, I have been broke till now. I haven't even start saving and there I'm planning a trip already.

And a funny incident happen to me and giant. We went to tpy Safra for our bowling sessions. We played 7games and cost $35! It's damm expensive. So there were three guys or rather boys working there came to talk to us like non stop. Before we left, one of them gave us their ctc number. I was damm shock but well I guessed they need some sister love luh. Hahahaha.

Familiarisation Stay

Okay since we gonna start cross selling the different hotels under Pan Pac, site inspections has been organised for us.

Like the dinner plus stay at PARKROYAL on Beach Rd. As well as the dinner and stay at Pan Pac Singapore. So going into a little details for my site inspection at PPS. The dinner was suffocating because the hotel manager had to sit right next to me. Yes I'm bad at socialising with higher authorities even if they appear friendly. But I've got to say the spread at The Edge was omgg good. There had different counters for different cuisines. There's pizza, Korean, Chinese, Japanese, local food. The desserts was superb. And for the stay, I had giant to stay with me agn. Since PPS was located near Marina Square, we went to play two rounds of bowling before heading back to the hotel for supper. The room that was allocated for us was Habour Studio. The view from the room was fabulous and the layout was really niceeee. I love the bathroom because there's standing shower as well as bathtub. And it was transparent of course there was a blind that you could use to cover up. But for people staying alone, you can watch teevee from the bathroom. Because there's speaker in the bathroom as well. 
Take a look at the photos.

And last thursday had our dinner at PPO, Pan Pac Orchard. Their specialty is Chay Kway Teow and Ayam Laksa as well as 3 other dishes but I only tried the first two. The crepe was super nice luh. Can't wait for the stay in December.

Legoland

Yes so went to Legoland with fgc minus amd!!

Its a place rlly suitable for child. Okay but i have the guts of a child only. So the rides are scary for me. Look at the attached photo. My deformed face because the steep slope. Ya, i cannot take rides that accelerate down the steep slope. i can't even scream its like stuck.

Okay luh at least i got the chance to stepped into M'sian after quite some time.

Fulfilling

Okayyy so i just signed up for Zumba lessons~~

Hahaha can't wait manzx. My Zumba classes and yoga lessons. It make me feel better, at least I'm exercising i don't feel fat. Hehhehe.

My pay just came in and its gone alr. Because i need to save up for the bkk trip with da family. Its been a long time since we went overseas with da parents. Ya i need to pay for the accommodation. so i need to start saving now.

And I'm gonna make my first pair of monthly contact lens liao.

Everything needs money. Vitamin M is so impt to me.

P.s: i need a new pair of spects too.

PARKROYAL on Beach Road

Yes it's our familarisation stay!! Soon we need to start selling other property!!

This time round I stayed alone~~ it was scary but I think it's much better than staying in the same room as my colleague luh!!

After staying at pan pac, our hotel is really nothing special.

But the dinner at Plaze Brasserie was great!! The variety of food available was wide!! And food surprisingly good!!

But awkward moment to eat with the GM!!

And it was a hectic week because there was only me and my manager in the office!! Omgg I had to answer all calls and do many emails!! So I'm proud of myself to be able to do so things myself!! ;)

Work

Didn't had a good sleep for at least a month already. I miss sleeping till late manzx!!

Weekdays is my full time job while weekend my time is spent on part time job!! People are all asking me: are you that broke?!

Well I'm really broke, I need money for so many things!! My parents my dogs and myself!! I need to buy so many things!! And a month I'm saving like nothing frm my full time job!! Yeah I need to change one but ODK what I really want!!

But from the job I get to meet really nice people!! Not all are really nice but at least someone to talk to and my time passes so much faster!! Hehehehe

Bowling

So Safra finally reopen after two years of renovation!!

So happy to have bowling available near our house now!! It's so convenient manzx!!

Went bowling for consecutive two days and spent $100+ manzx!! Well my skills still suck even though I've thrown like more than hundred times already!!

Birthday

A very outdated post on my 21st!!

I'm really grateful and touched for what giant had done for me!! Yes we booked a room at Studio M!! She email them so that she could check in way before the check in time to decorate the room. She baked cupcakes for me she did a scrapbook and a tumblr!! And at 12am I'm thankful to see my sissy appearing in front of my hotel door!!

But was happy that my stay was during the Halloween period and most importantly near Clarke Quay!!

Clarke Quay is really damm happening I swear omgg!! All clubbers dressed up for the Halloween event!! Took photos with those Halloween characters!!

Anyway it was a simple yet great birthday!!

And back in the office, the colleagues celebrated for me with my fav Sakae sushi plus cake from concord!!

Then a few days later it was a celebration for giant birthday! Had Sakae sushi and I did my very own keys holder!! So proud omgg!! I think it's pretty nice manzx!!

My Saturday

Woohoo finally I had a good rest after 12 consecutive working days!! Woots woots!

Yesterday was the eat-and-spend-a-lot day! Omgg! Next week shall be the stay at home weekend!

Anw woke up damm early to meetup with Huimin! ;) meeting up after a long time. Had a treat from Huimin at Fruits Paradise Tarts!! As advance birthday celebration. Hehehe. <3 can't wait for the next meetup alr!!! But it will be in December. Ya she is damm busy.

And then in the afternoon, it was a meetup with xinxin and giant!! Hahaha
Finally met up with xinxin!! ^_^
We walked around we eat we shopped we watch movie!! Taken 2 was niceee!! Liam Neeson was as omgg...and I had to thank them for accompanying me.

It sum it up, it was a well-spend Saturday!! :D

Life

Take a look at the first photo! On the last day of the baby fair we are left with this amount of items left to sell!! Ya went to work for baby fair at expo. Kinda don't like it because I've got no friends working with me.

And look at the second photo, that's my ASOS shoes that I finally took it frm Huimin! ;) waited for damm long le.

This month gotta spend a lot manzx!!

And it's my birthday month le!! Hehehe! I wonder how many people will actually remember my birthday!! The ones who will make an effort to celebrate for me. Im not being greedy. I just wanna feel loved by people around me. Text message wishes just aint enough for me to feel loved.

It's the mid-autumn festival, Bikram Yoga

Yeah yeah so tdy headed to Chinese Garden with giant!!
It was sadly super boring with over priced food sold there!!
Was pretty disappointed and I was freaking hungry I swear!!

And I trimmed my hair!! Feels light now!! Gonna start taking care of my hair manzx!! If not I'm gonna turn bald soon. So I bought a hair tonic which the salon aunty says will help for my hair growth. Hopefully it works for me pleaseeeee!!

And I attended my first Bikram yoga with Jojo!! I must say I LOVE IT. Gg sweating after the yoga, the feeling is great. I didn't had any symptoms that they said, the dizziness etc. I'm proud of myself for completing 26postures and 2 breathing exercise that lasted for 90mins. Was rally tempted to join the membership but it's too expensive for me. Shall stick to the community centre yoga then.